From one day to the next......

Well I have to say that I feel 100000000 times better about alot of things now , still conflicted about some but no so much and whatever really it will all pan out for you can't keep a good me down right dear reader . A dear friend gave me some good advice about somethings and you know it helps to talk to people about things . The out pouring of little words of kindness that I have received in the last few days from the last post have bounced me back into the stratosphere of joy again and I feel alright . Thanks everyone I needed it and I will try to pay it forward to someone else that needs it .

The great thing about this momentarily lapse is that it gives me a task to work on ... I have to figure out how not to take things to heart , some people are just mean disgusting people and you can change them at all , they are comfortable in there ruts of negativity , and they are only saying shit cause they are jealous . I guess really if you wanna look at it , when someones says shit about you , Its really a complement if you can read between the lines of it or if that's the way you look at it , its really the only way to look at it . Wow that's a Revelation to me in a way , cool .

so now I feel like I'm back on top

All my Love
Bob