well well well .. thats just the way it is

well today had a great beginning and a stupied ending but who fucking cares about that . concentraing on the good stuff and forgeting the bad stuff

so I got like two hours of sleep last nite but I was up at 10 this morning , that might not seem like early but if it is if you go to bed at 8 , so then it was up and down to the parents house to meet mike and hash out some idea's for the stuff we are gonna record , that went fucking steller . It was excellent , i'm getting more confidence in my music abilites and my singing , we hashed out some of the old band stuff and even hit on some new stuff . Its gonna kick ass , I just have to give it my all , not give up and be open . I also got to tell him that I was sorry for being an asshole when we first started playing together , but it seems that everything is working now so thats cool .

then came work , if someone doesn't get kill over there I don't know , man its just stupid what they have me and my people doing to make progress , and its not even really that , well I didn;t get half done of what I was suppose to get done but oh well , its some else;s problem now , hopefully God will grant my prayer and get me out of there .

anyway stay happy
Bob